I Hate Weekends

At school kids are constantly hanging out and going to parties on the weekend, complaining about how their life is so hard because they have to choose between who to hang out with or which party to go to since they were invited to two. I'm alone all weekend every weekend. I hardly get invited to anything, I don't handle being alone very well either. I get really lonely and sad. I start to think that I'm not good enough and that nobody wants to hang out with me. I make myself really depressed. And then I spend the whole week getting out of the depression and then the weekend comes and it starts all over.

Does anyone else feel this way? If so how do you cope.

Dont be afraid to comment below!!!

If there is anything your going through right now, trouble with medication, depression, ADHD in general i'm here to discuss it. It would mean the WORLD to me if you guys commented below things you'd like me to talk about or if you like what i've written or any questions you have about ADHD Im here to answer them!

ADHD Medication Makes Me A Zombie

My body so free
Floating within the air
bouncing from cloud to cloud
I take a sip and gulp the pill down
Each part of my body turns to stone
First my legs get hard and heavy
Pulling me down from the sky
Then my stomach starts to harden
It is now empty except for the stone
That blocks any feeling from entering
Then my heart starts to turn to stone
Rendering me emotionless
All happiness all feelings of joy are frozen
I try to chisel away at them
In the attempts to reach the joy that once existed
In spite of my efforts my heart is too hard to break through
My brain is the last thing the stone reaches
Slowly my thoughts are taken away from me
All creative sparks that once were are turned into a machine
A machine that works with no thought
Cold and lifeless, actions are completed
Without a thought at all
Hours later the stone begins to crumble
Slowly thoughts come back
The joy returns
I am no longer empty inside
I am flowing with creativity and spirit
I am MYSELF

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Hello All

Hello, i'm new to the blogging world. I guess I started this blog because i have way to many things i need to say bottled up in me and not really anyone to tell them to. Living with ADHD can be very lonely and I myself have a lot of experience with the troubles it brings. I would love to be able to reach other kids, teens, and parents of kids with this disorder and help them understand the disorder or help them through it.

 I'm 15 years old and like many kids these days i have ADHD. I was diagnosed in 1st grade, but my symptoms started way before that. As a toddler I was very impulsive. I would bite kids all the time, i got kicked out of preschool for too much biting. I would hop into strangers laps at the park or try and sneak into other kids cars at school. At the age of 4 my parents enrolled my in a Montessori school because they thought i would do better there than in a mainstream school. I would get into trouble almost everyday at school. I would break things, take other kids stuff, not follow directions, and would never focus. In 1st grade i began to steal stuff from kids all the time. This is when my parents took me to my Pediatrician and I was diagnosed with ADHD. I have been put on all sorts of medicine from Adderall to concerta, to ritalin and vyvanse to all most every medication out there. I never really developed social skills when i was younger and because of that i have great difficulty socializing and making friends. ADHD can make the world very lonely and that is why I have created this blog. It would make my day if anyone commented on this whether it be a question or comment or your experience. Feel free to post below any topic you would like me to talk about on this blog. Whether it me going more in depth with my childhood with ADHD, or medication, how medication makes me feel and what i think about ADHD meds, making friends with ADHD, going through highschool with ADHD, litterally anything you want to hear or learn about just post below and i will write about it :)